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If you have followed this blog for any length of time, you know that the Girl Person behind 2 Traveling Dogs, that’s me, well, I battle with depression. And it is not just a battle I have fought for a short time, but for as long as I can remember. It didn’t start because I had a bad life circumstance, or illness. It was just…always…there. Kind of like that old friend who you don’t remember how you met.
Before Brickle and Digby, I really had no idea how bad my depression was. Sure, I was diagnosed, and I went to doctor after doctor. I went on pill after pill. Treatments would work for awhile, and then stop working. I would think that I could beat it myself, go off medications, and start that downward spiral that took all of the energy I had to pull myself out of it. And although I have always considered myself a strong person when it comes to willpower, I could not will myself out of this one. I took to overachieving and what some may call high-functioning depression. I held down jobs, I took care of my grandparents’ property, took care of my family, and held it together. Pretty. Darn. Good. And I did this for years. Many. Years.
I don’t tell you all of this for anyone to feel sorry for me, or to feel bad about treatments or therapies they choose for themselves. No. I tell you this simply because if I can help anyone, even just one person to feel better, and to make their dog’s life better in the process, then writing this dog blog for over seven years would have been worth every word. Every tear. Every late night ramble.
I was not really an “outdoorsy” girl growing up. In fact, I wasn’t athletic, but clumsy. I had little self confidence, and I never even pictured myself traveling. When I look at my life’s picture now, I know that as a child, or young adult, I would have never recognized myself, because it was a long path to this spot. And I am still going.
Fast forward to 2009 when we adopted Peanut Butter Brickle. It was apparent right away that Brickle wasn’t going to be one of those dogs that was content just to be a dog. Yeah. Brickle needed exercise, or he chewed up furniture. He needed walks, or he ate our shoes. He needed to play with other dogs, or he got sad. I read every book I could. I wanted him to be happy, yet all other dogs in my life before him had seemed to amuse themselves. We didn’t know what to do except to adopt another dog! So next came Digby Pancake. And he was the most challenging dog I could have picked. It took many months to realize that their well-beings were going to depend on one thing. That they felt fulfilled. That they had a job. That they had a reason to get out of bed every day. And I was no different. What could be our job? Together?
I read that dogs liked schedules. I had not started this blog, and we had not even thought about our first move to California, so traveling wasn’t even on my mind. But something I read struck me. I read that some dogs liked the job of hiking. I read that dogs enjoyed trails and accomplishments and problem solving. I read that this could make their behavior better. That they could be happier. And I thought to myself, you know, I could use a little exercise outside of my cubicle. And I could spend more time with my dogs.
But as we found our first, two mile trail that weekend, I second guessed my decision. Could I really do this? Should I really do this? Was I in good enough shape? Was I safe out here? What about snakes, or other animals on the trail? Once again, my self confidence was nothing. But as I forced myself out of that car, I will never…ever…forget the first five minutes. The dogs. Were. Thrilled. They sniffed, they each tried to lead on the path, and they were in their element. Totally in their element. I forgot my self doubt, I looked at my new hiking shoes, and I was me. This was me. This was unlike any pill I had ever taken. I literally felt a cloud lift off of my chest and out of my head. And I have never been the same.
Sometimes, when we are trying to solve one problem in life, we are focused on what we think is the only way to face it. Hiking wasn’t something that I aspired to take up. But all of a sudden, here I was in the woods, noticing things. Trees, birds chirping, normal parts of a day. But when you have the Depression Monster, you are blind to these things. No one was out here in the woods judging me, or worrying about what I was wearing. No one cared that I tripped over every tree root, or was slower than most. It was just me and my dogs and no depression. And that one trail changed my life.
It wasn’t a conscious decision to keep hiking day after day. It was like breathing. I just did it. And for those ten years that I was on medication, I have had ten more without. The best medicine for me includes the outdoors, trails, travels, and you guessed it…dogs. Because knowing that they are loving the journey just as much as I do makes me keep going. I still wake up days with that heavy monster on my chest. But when you know that two other lives are depending on you, you have to get up. You have to keep going. You have to walk that path. Because being on the path together is life.
I often wonder how I would be today if I had not found this path in life. I often wonder if my dogs would be as fulfilled. Because that one path started us on the road to self confidence, to travel, to animal rescue, and to where we are today. It’s a crazy place. But I am happy our trails led us here.
If you are suffering with depression, you don’t have to go on a ten mile hike through the Appalachian Trail, or travel to 48 states in an RV like us. Your path may be different. But I will say that trying to make our dogs happy and fulfilled may be a great start to a path of happy. And I think that it is worth a try. You are worth a try. And your dog is saying…”let’s go!”
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-Rachael Johnson, Owner and Girl Person of 2 Traveling Dogs
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